07 March, 2010

Love the Lord's Uncertainty

Today marks a year - it marks 365 days & 52 weeks. I still feel the exact same way & wonder if I could love you any less than I do today :)

I have never fancied the uncertainty that life brings. I was always afraid of falling too hard or too fast or right on the face. It took me a really long time and a few hard knocks to realize it doesn't matter. You'll meet someone who thinks you're absolutely amazing and who adores you more than anything in the world and you'll meet someone who wards you off as a psychopath just because you're not like everyone else. You're still you and yet you're exposed to two very different human beings who see you on either extream. The funny thing about the creator of this cosmos, is the way he wants you to love that very feeling of uncertainty.

To be pleasantly surprised by the blessings that tomorrow will bring. To live in content and cherish every single person he has placed in your life knowing that co-incidences do not exist. To just have faith.. even when everything in your life goes wrong. We tend to feel all alone from time to time but truth be told, we never are.

You have what you're holding because this is what you asked for. Who says he isn't listening? Question is.. Is this still what you want? :)

2 comments:

Greg said...

If only more ppl thought the way you did hun.

Aundre said...

I like the entry but if I may ask? is he still what you want?)=

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